Finding what
to savor in Italy
Commentary
by JoELLEN COLLINS
Thus,
when I awaken, I am touched not only by an almost daily series of gentle
mists clinging to the rich loam of the surrounding hillsides, but also by
that impressionistic, picture-postcard view.
Through the
window on the north side of the farmhouse I currently occupy in Umbria
near the Tuscany border, I see every morning emerging from the fog two of
the unrenovated brick structures that comprise part of the vast farm
belonging to my landlord’s family. Sometime during the night, after I
turn off the lights, I have arisen and flung open my little unscreened
window so that bugs will not plague my reading. Thus, when I awaken, I am
touched not only by an almost daily series of gentle mists clinging to the
rich loam of the surrounding hillsides, but also by that impressionistic,
picture-postcard view.
That sight
reminds me to count my blessings. Yesterday I may, indeed, have had an
unpleasant encounter with the police at the questura (regional
headquarters of the state police) in Perugia over the requirement to
obtain a certificate of travel if one lives in the countryside for more
than a week. It has been the cause of innumerable poor translations and
frustrations and challenges when confronting Italian bureaucracy. I have
already spent more hours in wrong lines than I wish to recall.
I may also
have spent a relatively isolated day in my area of the country: I didn’t
realize how limiting my lack of proficiency in the Italian language would
be, nor how few people speak English, in spite of the influence of the
Eurodollar and the European Common Market, whose official language is
English. I am searching for an intensive language school as I write this,
but many have closed for the year. In the meantime, I am at least spending
some time each week with a charming tutor in one of the small hill-towns
nearby.
I also
expected more visitors to my place: it can accommodate up to 38 guests,
and until Sept. 11 had at least a few bookings through Christmas. That
obviously changed. Perhaps I am the only foolhardy person to keep intended
plans. In addition, at this time of the year most tourists have departed
and residents close down for the fall and winter, so there is none of what
I fancied as lively repartee among fellow tourists who would also spend
some time at the farmhouse. I had a naïve image of big hearty lunches
around a communal table. That’s for summer. I am the only person staying
here. I realize I have to be more assertive and just go somewhere and hang
out, hoping to use my minimal skills in the native language to meet
people. That is daunting. I am much shyer than I would wish.
When I
watch the BBC World News occasionally on the large TV in the central
living room of the complex, I often have to stifle the urge to leave here
and return to the proximity of home and hearth, to the arms of my friends
and family. I have probably chosen to be too far away at this time from
our country.
But then
there are those soft images at dawn!
The other
morning, I recalled the sensations I experienced upon awakening when I
lived in Thailand. There, I would be summoned from under my mosquito
netting by the crows of roosters and the calls of exotic birds, the yips
of neighborhood dogs fighting over food, a village loudspeaker playing the
national anthem at 6 a.m., the chants of the monks worshipping in the wat
next door, and the dampness of my nightclothes from a night spent in
stifling humidity. I taped the sounds as a reminder of the reasons I had
gone so far from my comfort zone.
Now in
Italy I experience different sensations: one is the forgotten pleasure of
freshly laundered and pressed sheets every week—no perma press
convenience laundry. My "luxury" sheets at home pale in
comparison! There are also sounds foreign to my usual Idaho awakening, the
pap, pap of gunshots from the rabbit hunters in the surrounding fields. My
landlord’s grandfather is one of the hunters: I see him heading out to
the fields, weapon in hand, dressed immaculately in a fine tweed jacket
and ascot. He cuts a handsome figure, the gentleman farmer with his erect
posture and full head of white hair, the regal master of his acreage. He
even occasionally works the fields in those elegant clothes, the retired
overseer helping his farmhands plant trees or monitoring the seasonal
turning of the earth.
"My"
farm is one of many the Italian government and the Common Market have
wisely subsidized as part of what is called agriturismo, the thrust being
that decaying farms be renovated to accommodate guests. Thus the beauty of
the rural countryside is insured as economic reality makes running farms
alone less and less profitable. There is a caveat: The farms must remain
fully productive, working farms. Mine grows tobacco and fat red and yellow
peppers and seems to thrive.
So I guess
I will stop complaining about feeling isolated and treasure this brief
respite from the tensions of the world. My language tutor even wrote
"molto bene" on my homework, and I felt like a proud "first
grader." There may be hope for me yet. In the meantime, I awaken to
that view, to solace and peace (except for a few gunshots), blessedly
healthy and ready to go out into that countryside one more day.